12 August 2012

When I am too free

Hello, readers! Been staying in hometown for more than a month. I do nothing here other than eat, sleep, stay home and hang out with friends. I knew I am wasting my holiday. I knew I will be saying how much I miss hometown once I leave here. I knew it and I'm trying my very best to stay here and not complaining anything. This small little town is so peaceful and relax, my mind goes blank everyday. Not thinking anything, not to worry or even rush. I am loving my life staying here but just sometimes I'll feel bored cause I got no where to go. It's okay, I understand we cannot get everything easily and stop being so greedy lil girl! Always appreciate and know your own level :) 
And parents was wondering why I'm not planning to go travel or somewhere else. The problem is I have no one to go with me. Everyone is busy! I left another 41 days depart to the London, starting my degree life over there. Making new friends, some kind of new life staying alone in overseas. I don't know I should feel happy or what because I doesn't feel anything right now. My friend told me she started to pack her luggage already and I don't even know what should I bring or whatever. I'm not ready yet. Good thing is I made a right choice to go study abroad this year! Else I'll be dying here cause of boredom and laziness! It's time to tidy up my mood, get all prepare, move on and create my thing! I will bring something back and this time I cannot afford losing behind. It's a promise! By the way, I had too much fun here with my freaks! We hang out almost everyday. Go crazy! I bet I will miss them like hell when I'm In London. Hrmmmm! I have to come back and celebrate chinese new year with my family and friends! I hope I can make it. Duhhhh! I don't capture photos lately, I'm just afraid viewing back all the photos and being #foreveralone :( 



Lots of loves,
Melissa Tan

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