I learnt to be carefree from him. I'm even more whatever and random than before.
For the past me, I don't think is a good thing to be whatever and too random. Like you don't have your own limit and you're stepping on your own personality. But now I don't think so and I changed! I understand in this reality, you care you got hurt and no one want to know! I don't care I did not get anything in return but at least my feelings didn't get interrupted. Ya! I cannot afford loosing, I am being so kia su in this situation! Being really protected lately. I sounds like a Singaporean wtf! #bestguyfriend did not lecture me or giving any advices when I really told him about my problem but after talking to him and I digested everything myself I got something! So, don't judge a book by it's cover. Not direct but the point is there. Glad to understand him a lil bit more and STOP BEING WEIRD TO ME! haha just sometimes.....
Lots of loves,
Miss Mel
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