Just me.

What I wanna say is, I AM REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW BUT I CANNOT LET MYSELF GO TO THE KITCHEN AND GET ANY FOOD OTHER THAN WATER! I AM SO FAT! UNTIL I DOESN'T LOOK GOOD IN ANY SLEEVELESS CLOTHES ANYMORE, NO MORE!

Cannot stop myself from typing with cap locks. I could only release my anger and frustrations here. Pizza is disgusting! EWWW! I'm giving up on foods, YES I AM! I actually hate working out, but I want that abs and that shoulder! OMG! SO MUCH HARD TIME TO DEAL WITH IT!

I've got like two dress for chinese new year, seriously two? This is no good. I don't have a new bag. Crap! And what? I don't have any new fragrance nor cosmetics. RIGHT! And no new shoes? I've got nothing for this chinese new year. This doesn't seems fun. I don't like it! I'm not ready for this celebration :( 

I haven't got a job. I've no idea where to work. I'm lost. My dad is gonna kill me if I still haven't got into any interview after this stupid chinese new year. I have to get my ass off from this home and go to work outside. RIGHT! Just any company for that one year hopefully. And then, I'm coming home and handle all thing. Fineeeeeeeee, life has been decided. So, how about my dream? I always wanted to launch my own brand, hey how about that? WHAT NOW? Property doesn't seems my thing but chances of earning is way higher! My realistic level has been increasing, as in I am that overspend lady all year. Obviously, wealth has been crossing over dreams. Bye dream, until I can afford you. 

I hate my hair, even after treatment, still grassy. What is wrong with my hair? Goddamnit, I've got no money to spend on you anymore. Life has been hard! My nails looks like shitttttttttzzzz..... And why the hell is my skin so dry? Hate everything!

I'm putting on braces in to weeks time. I am scareeeeeeeee! Who cares who cares, I'm fighting over you stupid dentist!

So much hatred in life and so less determination and motivation. Crappppppppp....... Is anybody having the same feeling like me? Oh noes! Kill me now. bye!