Cannot stand myself from doing nothing almost the whole week. I did nothing, nothing at all. Feeling so frustrated like almost everyday, I don't feel good. No matter what I did, online shopping like a happy girl, eat and sleep and relax likeaboss, happiness just fade. I'm in a serious chinese song's fever, so into the lyrics. And I repeated the same song for like twenty time per day? Dafuq! Why am I wasting my time browsing fb, twitter and instagram everyday. I have whole load of works, why am I not moving, not moving, not moving at all? I'm the useless person on earth at the moment. Drowning and sinking in my own world, my favorite meaningful sad song, what am I doing what am I doing? I AM SERIOUSLY MAD AT MYSELF! I'M LIKE SO MAD, SO SO MAD! I'm thinking something that is not happening, I'm wondering something impossible, I do shit, ya shit! I don't know why, this time I couldn't find a way to handle anymore. Hanging around.... I miss my life as a kid! I miss my kiddo life!
So, I made a timetable for myself. I hope I can make it. I'm in a serious case that I don't have faith on myself anymore. How I hope you're here.
Loves, Mel
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