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Started new project last week, my idea get rejected. More research and ideas needed which I suck so bad at it. Long way to go through I know, I didn't want to make my way hard. But, it is. This pathway is hard. And you, You, YOU! Stop judging me and my life, you never know what's about my life. I don't go systematic, my life goes randomly and you can't get it right. So yea, thank you for your concern and mind your own business please thank you. November almost end and welcoming the last month of this year, christmas is just around the corner. A lot of decorations and christmas market is on town already. Getting excited and I hope my first and last christmas celebration in London would be good! And of course, the biggest sale among the whole year, shop till drop! Talk about this year, it's all about hectic, hectic and hectic. Worked real hard for my graduation exhibition and final project, successfully graduated from advanced diploma course, went for internship, working for the very first time in my entire life and two month rest thank god. Started new life here and one step closer to my dream. So much meaningful stuff I did this year, and I got what I hope for. Appreciated! And I realize you came into my life which I still cannot believe until today. I find it funny, wtf! I once thought to move on, but I never. I find there is space for us, to work on, but too much distraction. I once thought to give out the first step, but I still leave it. I don't have the urge and motivation, maybe because we are still far away. That's it anyway, place you in a very special place. Even from a friend point of view, we are still good. I have to say, thanks for being there when there is something urgently. All the advises and words. Lastly, what am I and all I have today it's all thank to my very awesome parents. No matter in what, I always got their support for doing everything I want. Which I feel so loved and proud to be in this family. Thoughts at the moment for the whole year before december come. Lifeeeeee, I love my life. 

Cannot stop myself from spending like mad. I'm one hopeless kid and I should really find a way, a way that I can continue being this way and I can afford myself. Dream please come true! 



Lots of loves,
Melissa Tan