Today, I passed up my magazine. I'm happy and kinda satisfied with it. Not perfect but I like it! I'm a graphic designer + illustrator. I've been searching for illustrations type of magazines either when I'm in Malaysia or here, London. Cannot really find what I'm looking for and I created one today. More to improve and more to come. My favorite class ended today, loving my pretty and intelligent lecturer. She is amazing. Looking forward for the next class which is haptic design (part of product design), hope I'll be loving that class like I did in my mag class. There are too much pro and I'm impressed with their works. Mature thinking and very mature and smart design, that's exactly what the reality needs now. I guess i had adapted to the British teaching method and should be no problem for the rest of coming up class, pray hard! Hopefully, goes well and I can graduate. Been thinking what's next? I knew it's a bit early but I'm afraid the feeling of lost once I graduate later on. I've tried once and never want it to happen anymore. I have two in my mind now, do my master or I should major in business? And the third one came up right here, creative writing? Sounds interesting to me! Don't I have to make something in my final projects and make it happen in real life? That is my dream. Drowning in my own dream is not a bad thing isn't it? As long I try my best to make it happen. Do what you love, love what you do. I find this phrase true. Yup, I'm doing what I like now and I'm feeling so glad. In life, not everything will goes according to your plan, what if you have to something you're not into with? Get ready and prepare, I should.
Been really not updating my facebook lately, not even photos or status. I find it boring. I didn't know what I should do there. Here comes the insecure sort of feelings if I update my true feelings there. To me, it's too public. I'm so into twitter, like seriously. Every single feelings, thoughts, current situations and updates. Never fail to tweet. Still, never miss to scroll instagram everyday. LIFE! We have been relying on all these too much, but what? That has become part of life. Everyones happy doing it.
So much thoughts and thinking came up like everyday when I'm walking to or back from uni. Earphones with music on and start thinking. So much plan in mind all of sudden, and I know so much to do. I gained a lot since I'm here, I'm not talking about weight hey! I mean a lot that I never experience in my country. Precious chance to be here, appreciated! Now, I really hope I can bring something back. Knowledge could be with you forever.
Talk a lil bit about my daily routine. I love cooking I don't know why and I actually hate it last time. But no, it's a fun thing and eat healthy! Everything on my own, own-self time. Awesomeness!
I'm suppose to meet my friends for dinner, movie night with mates, laziness hits! I just want to stay home tonight, with my favorite music, blogging and eating my own meal. I always spend my Friday night like this.
So much turning point in life. When you found everything dooms, bright side is just another way around. Cheers!
Lots of loves,
Melissa Tan
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