28 August 2012

one and two.


#1 I once had faith on you, I believed you without letting myself to observe or even understand. I thought it's gonna be fine and simple as what I thought of. Everything you did took my attention, you nearly came into my life but I stopped myself from letting everything happen. Because I knew if I do so, I'll suffer. I control what I can, trying my very best. I did it! As time goes by, we goes far and far. I started to realize what's happening around. I brainwashed myself once I sense something. I hope to be one stupid person that cannot sense anything. I hate all these hinting stuff, annoying shit! Now, I can judge. Not critising, very clear and I am glad :) 

#2 #guybestfriend Cannot remember since when we being so buddy. Been having sharing session since  very long time ago I guess. My very good listener when I need someone to talk to. Without realizing until one day I got reminded. Dare not to believe it is true. Or it is not? I hope we remain like before. Please don't look into my eyes and I hate your epic face! Just recently, I feel you un-clearly. Sometimes yes sometimes no. Because I know you wouldn't simply do so. Because I know you wouldn't simply telling your inner thoughts. Because I know you since very long time ago. I cannot ignore the feelings but I cannot take it too. Don't mean to be. Don't feel. 

#3 I am one girl that afraid falling in love. Afraid of getting into trouble. 



Lots of loves,
Melissa Tan 

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