A day with 24 hours
I spend at least eight hours on sleeping per day, three to four hours on twitter facebook blogging slacking eating and do nothing at home, at least one hour driving and sometimes even more when traffic jam, four hours class and what else? Now see how many hours I left? 24-8-4-1-4=7 I left seven hours for assignment, photoshoot, research, printing and re-do. I don't even care and I went shopping, having lunch and dinner with bro and we even chilled at cafe almost everyday. To make myself not to feel guilty, I bring along my laptop and tell myself to research while chilling out there. And know what? It's not even work AT ALL! End up talking, laughing and browsing over some website that nothing to do with my research. WTH! Mentally I know what to do but physically is not moving at all. I plan but I don't follow, then whats the point planning all these? Can someone just slap me? I crap a lot. So useless! Yea I know right, I've been talking about assignment again and again in my article for don't know how many thousand times but please let me finish this. I know I mumble like an old lady, gahhh whatever. All these really bothering me all day long. It's like I know I've alot to do, but I'm just way too playful. I went out with work on mind but in another way I'm thinking to have fun. Worst isn't it? I didn't even know how to solve and I continue, arghhhh I don't know what I'm trying to say. I'm so stupid wtf! I set a limit for myself to achieve but I just didn't work hard to that limit, arghhhh whatever. Okay byeeee. #endofmylife
Lots of loves,
Mel
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