At this rainy day . . .

And so, I'm back to the city today. The flight is so shaky cause of the strong wind and drizzlingly , I got so frightened. Was forcing myself to sit still and take a nap but I just couldn't. Hate to be in this situation :/ Thank god reached safely, 45 minutes journey make me feel like a very long journey LOL! Took my luggage and ciaoz. Took a nap once I reached and start to clean the house and un-pack my luggage afterwards. The whole house is in a mess, cause of never tidy and off to hometown. Too excited for holiday caused all of these shits, grrrrr!!

Had my late-lunch with classmates at Levain, it was raining cats and dogs out there :/

To KL ; do you know once you rain and massive traffic jam is everywhere ?! So please choose a right time to rain, maybe midnight ? :D

Ate smoked salmon pizza there and the taste is just normal. hrmmm. Drop by Jusco for some grocery shopping before home. Grab some fruits and vege. Healthy meals start now!

Okay, done talking about daily life and here to share some random thoughts. I always have a lot to share, inner thoughts always there when I've no time to blog. Gahhhhh, and also due to my laziness my blogpost getting lesser and lesser :( #hatebeingsolazy

Trying my best to remember everything and write it out. Blogging is a good way to improve writing :DDDDD

Ohhhh, I've lesser friends lately. I don't know why. I'm not friendly? awwww :(

But, I'm not the only one realize all these, some of my friends did also. Secondary school life always rock. No point missing old times when you know there is no turning back, appreciate now with no regrets. This is what I always mention in my blog, it's true. Once the moment past, there is no more. And peoples started to ask did I have a partner? Frankly speaking, I've no one with me right now. Not even one. Or you might think that I'm weird or must be lying by telling you all these. This is the fact, it's been few months I pass my life all by myself, with some harmless-friends perhaps?! To be serious, boredom always hit, feeling alone sucks. I overcome all the way by my own. Letting myself to be more independent but not anti-social. Socialize is a need in life. Always cherish every single moment :)

#peoplechange #lifegoeson

I remember last few semester when I was on the way going back to hometown, I was excited to meet my friends and hang out. Planning this and that and one week holiday is not enough at all. I got myself being busy everyday. And now, things changed. I spend most of my time staying at home and some quality time with family. No more going out with big batch peoples and some I don't even know who are they. Big SIGH! Outing with one closed friend is more than enough, or a few.

Gahhh, easy come easy go. smile smile smile :)

Family stuff is doing all good #lovely

#study

This term would be the last second semester in raffles. Getting a lil bit panic already cause planning for graduation show and stuff is just next semester and this semester would be preparing portfolio and concept. I know would be sort of time and seriously need to plan and improve time management. Didn't want to suffer at the final week and feeling stress then spamming twitter like a dumbass. I'm so gonna work hard for all of these cause I believe hard work always pay. Internship after graduation is a big challenge for me personally. Cause I never work in my life time. After done all of these and I'll be continue my degree overseas :D

Seriously hope everything goes smoothly according to my plan.

#money

Lately, I've a lot of bills to pay. Phone bill, electric and water bill, maintenance fees, internet bill. Duhhhh, everything is just money money and what? MONEY! The world is like, no money no talking. Human work and pay, this is the reality life. hrmmmmm..... i know working out there ain't easy, i'm so gonna promised myself to stop spending rather than feel guilty at the end. Spending a lot of money is not good hahaha lol!!

#me

Hi, I'm Melissa, 19 this year and I'm a visual communication student. Yup I know it's is not a self introduction but I just feel like writing this before I get started. Duhhhh, I'm a lamer as usual. Here come October and trust me, time flies and afterwards we will be welcoming december already. December is just a perfect month for everyone, isn't it? For me, it is. Cause Christmas fall on Dec, talking about christmas I'll be flashing back a lot of unforgettable nice memories. Hoping this year would be a good one also :) Memories always stay, and peoples leave. It shouldn't be like this but we can't control. The world wouldn't stop moving because of you, reality always show the true colours and so even the closest person with you, someday they will change. Not to say out of expectation but expected. Always learn to accept the truth. I'm learning, I always want to learn and improve. Never want to be a loser bwahahah!

wokay, that's it for today. didn't want to continue mumble like an old woman. byeee readers ^^

lots of loves,

Melissa Tan