Miscellaneous

Hi July ! Hi Kay-elle ! Hi new semester ! Ten days holiday at hometown was superb fun ! Bringing me a very relaxing and enjoyable holiday . Back to my hectic life in town once again , now I know I actually not suitable to stay here for a long period . When go for shopping , having awesome meals , chilling at nice cafe , I actually love here :D But when come to staying at home doing my works , rushing for assignments and lack of sleep . Breathing very bad air and also massive traffic jam . All of a sudden , I hate here . Drawing is my hobby but when come to rushing all night long to complete my drawing , that is a different thing ! Work under pressure is NOT GOOD ! Good thing is when I'm under pressure , I'm motivated ! I'll have more ideas and more concept coming out . How ridiculousness and weird I am ?! LOL

Sometimes I feel like my mum can really read my mind , she said I'll never satisfied with my life no matter how good is it . She have a very greedy daughter ! I was very disagree with what she comment on me last time , but now I feel like she is right . No matter what , I will never get enough . So hard to change my own habit =.=

Well , I have four subject for this term . Good news is my class will be on tuesday wednesday and thursday and the rest of the day I dont need to go college ! weeeee ^^ Bad news is I have three tough subjects :( Publication design with shirly and she just brief our first assignment this week which is produce a magazine with sixty pages . SIXTY PAGES ?! OHHH-MYYY-GODDDD ! Dealing with in-design is making me headache ! Graphic production and Identity system with fiyon ? Just had graphic production brief this afternoon and the first project is paper toy ! Super challenging ! Real tough ! * no jokes * I'm so sadddddddd ! It will be a working day start from now until the end of semester . Lifeless lifeless ! :(

Is this a design student life ? Guess I just need to make a big changes on my time management ! Time management getting more and more important . I shouldn't spend so much time on sleep and slack ! Okay , forget about it , so hard to change . Study on board ? Allan is like nagging already cause he decide to study in UK and he ask me to join . I haven't talk to my dad . I don't know where to go where to study . Did anyone of you know Teesside University ? I found out this uni is kinda good ! thinking thinking . let me think !

Grrhhhh , stop here . Too much on my mind .

Lots of love ,

Melissa Tan