Uneasy

I got myself so tired, till I can't breath. Working from day to night isn't that easy . Facing lappie the whole day with books and notes beside , that is my days ! Made myself lunch and dinner as usual and I found out cooking is actually relaxing :) Life sometimes is just so uneasy, things goes harder when you reach a moment . Challenges is always there to see you dare or not to try . But sometimes trying something new is a good thing . These day , I had too much hard time . Feeling your own design sucks and got no way to solve is seriously driving me nuts . When you're starting a new project you have to come out with the concept and ideas first and find out the way to construct . Somehow I never thought so much and I straight away propose my ideas to my lecturer and when come to way of development ?! ----> hard time ! And you can't change your idea that time cause you're half way already . I have a very big problem with time management which i need to deal with it seriously . Standing unstable in the middle and seeing all your friend's works done one by one is like insulting myself indirectly . I feel like I'm a looser :(

Lesson learnt : Never do your work last minute without thinking twice and always think how to construct and develop but not telling your lecturer I like this idea and so I want to apply on my design ( giving her your i-dont-care face ) I was wrong , so wrong and I learnt . Learning from mistake is a good way leading yourself to be better .

Loving my lecturer so much , especially miss yinyi . I don't really like her for the past few semester but days by day I realize I actually learning things from her . She is strict sometimes and get me into frustrating moment but right after that I improved . Thousand thanks for her :)

Shirly is always with her high level there for you to reach . Indeed , she is doing good in teaching . I always got speechless with my works in her class when she comment about it , those mistakes is actually I know but I'm lazy to correct it . I'm such a lazy bum and I just don't really care how my works goes when I'm sleepy .

Lesson learnt : Please do not be lazy . You're going to lost alot if you don't learn :)

The fifth semester is going to end soon , it's week eleven now ! I always mentioned week eleven is the zombie week in my blog yet it's still the same for this semester . Rushing for works and go for printing and also buying paper in paper factory . Exhuasted ! Money flies also :( Printing and paper really cost a lot , you can't really imagine a small tiny paper is cost that much . Trees getting lesser ! save paper ! Bwahahhaa :D One more web design to go , printing all my stuff this thursday and I'm done :D Yayyyy ! Can't wait to go back , to see my parents :) Bro is doing good in uk , all the best to him anyway .

Feel like flying everytime i thought about holiday !

Thing to do in hometown : Hide myself in my house , watch movie in my living room till end of my life BWAHAHA , gossiping with the-mother , visiting the-dad office and hang out with the-friends ! Eat all the foods in Alor Star and also visit Penang is a must :D

Hoping life to be better !

Got to go peoples , Bye !

Lots of loves ,

Melissa Tan