28 May 2011

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Bro left two days ago to united kingdom , mum and dad went home this morning . we're so far apart :( home alone is freaking me out and driving me nuts . I need to used to it as no one is going to stay in this house , bro coming back after three months . Which is October , and right now is only May . I has to survive alone everyday , bored to death ! No one , no sound , no nothing ! Only me with internet to survive . Peaceful to the MAX , but this is not what i looking for . No one talk to me , hell yeah ! This is not my life , I used to talked a lot with my bro and we used to fight in the house . Went out for supper in the midnight or even cook in the middle of the night . Laughter all around even one two person in the house . And now ?! More and more independent needed and yup , I need to used to my life now cause this is what I'm going to face it when I go study overseas for the first few months maybe , before making new friends . It's not lonely but independent :) Big smile on my face , back to life back to assignments :D

life ohhh my lifeeee , one more month back to hometown , I seriously can't wait to bump on my bed again :) moving house soon and I actually like my old house so much , full of my childhood memories and so much more ! and now , work for final projects babe ! ciaoz :)



xoxo
Melissa Tan


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