When you did the same thing for times and you get nothing in return , you better stop it before you get fed up . No point telling and the person doesn't look like understand or trying to . Maybe as what others said , it's so hard to change those who are stubborn . I don't mean to change you but in the other way please tolerate in return . I'm not asking for more , please , I dont deserve to feel any stress from other thing other than my heavy load-works . I don't think I need to bear with everything surround by me which somehow I can make the changes . I can change things around me which make my life better . My mind was asking my heart , why you let the unnecessary problem appear in your mind and ruin your day ? Yah , I knew I shouldn't . I don't have the guts to let myself into a doesn't-look-good-situation anymore , I'm fear enough to try something new . I don't have the guts , yah I feel fear . Looser ! I anyhow don't know how to cure my weakness . I kept it in a little-space which no one can see or ever know . I'm so self-protective , or you can say I'm selfish enough . And so ? This is me ! I go through and I'm so-me now . I see things clear , I make myself even more clear than others could . If you feel fear , don't go ! I don't mind to lose any good part in it . I don't dare to challenge myself . I don't mind be the one don't get anything at last and being herself . Life getting better with how I lead . Please , if you don't know me , don't ever tell me you know . This make you , yourself doesn't look good in my eyes .
Today , I understand and I learnt . There is no such things as simple . Bear with my naive thinking . Trying to make things simple but the complicated world doesn't allow . The word 'together' ain't easy . I tried to change my thinking , not to think that far and complicated . When I don't , thing appears , telling me I should think that way ! Well , guess back to my own is the best part . I tried but I faild . I couldn't go that far as I'm fear and so , that's it .
Being-so-me-is-the-awesomeness ! Leading my life is the best-part ! I'm not in the good-in-relationship-category , the world doesn't put me in it . Blame no-one .
Lots of loves ,
Melissa Tan
( This is a very self-confidential article , please don't spread don't ask . Thank you ! )
Today , I understand and I learnt . There is no such things as simple . Bear with my naive thinking . Trying to make things simple but the complicated world doesn't allow . The word 'together' ain't easy . I tried to change my thinking , not to think that far and complicated . When I don't , thing appears , telling me I should think that way ! Well , guess back to my own is the best part . I tried but I faild . I couldn't go that far as I'm fear and so , that's it .
Being-so-me-is-the-awesomeness ! Leading my life is the best-part ! I'm not in the good-in-relationship-category , the world doesn't put me in it . Blame no-one .
Lots of loves ,
Melissa Tan
( This is a very self-confidential article , please don't spread don't ask . Thank you ! )
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