14 January 2011

five ideas for typography
10 page of layout to be ready
2 page of A4 drawing for illustration class
everything need ideas up there
I'm so fucked up
I'm stucked in a situation
hanging around and I can't move
ya , it is so tough
this semester make me think and realise alot which i never thought i'll be thinking all these shits
I even think that am I at the right way choosing design as my pathway ?
I wonder
what the hell
too much works , loads of ideas needed
rushing all over
I can't breath
I seriously can't breath , feel like being soak in the water FML
I'm so unhappy when comes to midnight , when I'm facing my works and I can do nothing right here
what's my brain for ? where is my creative ? where is my spirit ?
I can't find :(
counted as lost , ya I'm lost and I'm so tired already for week 3
I haven't end up this assignments and here comes another
I dont have the time , even a day for rest
I knew that's a designer life
blame on me that I can't used to it
I'm so weak , so poor , so BOOOOO ! thumbs-down
In fact , I'm so unhappy with my works right now
I sucks , how can I improve when I dont have the time ?
is it keep on going then i'll improve ?
I hope and please
pray hard
I miss sem 1 2 3
even i complain that time but , it's not the toughness that I'm having right now
nothing cure and no one can
the pressure is not only heavy
it can press you down to the ground and you are so small
I told my dad I wanna see the world
How the world gonna see me as I'm so small ?
hard work needed no matter how hard it is
I dont like being a looser , no one does
depends on how much hard work you pay out
I know but how ? how to pay out more when you dont have the ideas ?
Okay , fine . I'm talking something that no one can understand and I know i sucks
big-big-hug to my teddy bear
time for sleep and work for tomorrow
good night peoples
condition : I got stressed out . I sucks . I'm so weak and I'm a looser in short . I can't work better and I don't know to . I wonder , myself . What happen ? Or I'm not talented ? I dont believe in talent , I got trust in hard work . pay more . even more than others can imagine . No one knows and you know . you know yourself and you get satisfied . I don't blame or complain to others , but to myself . Gaining more and putting more for myself . Hardwork pays !
loves
Melissa Tan

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