i'm now in KL , my little small room . i'm back to my college life in KL . Guess i had my holiday too long and i'm kinda lazy right now . no longer a worm . hahhh . Get this away from meeeeee ! I have class tomorrow , two class somemore . Spirit back to me pleaseeeee =)
it's like so dull nowadays , plain mood . i'm so blur with everything . i'm so lazy . i'm so weak in everything . I feel like i'm so useless sometimes , just because i saw others is so great and good going . some even can earn , and me ? i'm burning my parents money . god damn . i guess i just enjoy too much , i dont really feel like i tried super hard for my past two sem . yaa , i'm busy with my works everyday , in fact just because i slack and i'm not efficient enough . my lecturer told me , no one will want to know how much time you spend on your art work but only the result on your work . maybe you spend ten hours for that work and you only get 50 out of 100 ? time is gold , imagine one day you work for a company and your art is your business . you need it to get your salary using your works . and that time you wont be having this much of time to construct your work . goshhh , i need to change to be more efficient =/
loves .
melissa tan
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