feels

i finally get myself a celcom broadband and it will be courier to my house tomorrow . i gonna stay alive in my pink room with my little broadband . hahaha ! my friend actually told me that she is bored with raffles life , no party and less friends . we should go to those schools like taylors of maybe sunway then we will be more friends cause there are more wide and huge . Just imagine that their school have thousand of students and raffles is only two hundreds ? A very big differents . we got less party and funs but we gain knowledge . guess we're just getting bored and we need funs . L-O-L

somedays i just thought of something . from the past me till now , thousand of changes . how come ? somehow i feel like this is not exactly what i dream of , but it come to me . you will never always get what you wish for , nothings come easily . things always goes wrong and up-side-down . hopefully nothing goes wrong and improvement always there .

friends ? love ? i thought this is important than family when i was in secondary school . i was wrong . family always come first , friends the second and love ? i got the deepest dissapoinment for my past love . i'm afraid to talk about love or maybe just some confess would drive me nuts . i'm too weak to talk about love , looser ><>

suddenly i feel like i want to stay longer in malaysia . told dad about that days ago , i think he will let me decide everything . overseas is not my way for now yet , just a bit worry that i cant survive there . i'm not enough independent for the world ;(




thought and feelings .