i read other's blog post and i think of you . I keep telling myself you will never enter my life anymore . how hard is it ? do you know how hard to let the feelings completely fade away ? It is really hard . but still , what can i do ? i can do nothing , cover my times with all my works to forget . i dont pray i dont hope for anything , cause i know the fact . I knew how will it goes at last . I'm not sad but my heart sink .


stop texting me !


loves , melissa