so far so good
one more month to go before my one week sem break
suddenly i got lotsa thoughts to express
im currently in my school a-mac lab using school pc online
silent and quiet environment , for me to think and observe
i knew lotsa peoples over here
different types of faces , several types of of attitude , thousands of personalities
and a lot more .
last time when my parents told me i'm still immature i dont even give a damn for what they said
and now , i've learn , i know and i grow
everything saying about experience
the world saying about money ; realistic
no one will care whatever trouble you're in and what they want is the conclusion
they wont hear what you've go through and your process
what they want is the result ; the end
everyone changing time to time
no doubt , you have to
not to tell them how pity you are but let them know how succes you are
the proudness in front the crowd is really make you proud and happy
how much you gave is worth for it :)
forgein student and local student is so much different
no matter how high your knowledge is , there is still something you dont know
that's the part for you to learn
human is complicated
no one can completely be understand
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when you're living outside
its i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t life
you will never think about such lil-thingy-stuff would happen and let you in a trouble
and it did happen and dumb you into a big trouble
thats experience
life experience
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the big things for me ; to-have-a-plan
do whatever but follow according your plan
someday my mind told me ; there would be a big cross appeare if you still that whatever through out everything .
i have to make everything balance
what is more important , what is not
what to get first and whats next
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and lastly
i've decided my final decision
let go and get rid for the rest
dont be sad because it is end , be happy because it happened !
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life is hard ? fun ?
just enjoy babe !
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lots of loves ;
melissa tan
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