suddenly feel like wanna scream out loudly
i got no chance for serious -talk
have been such a long time i didnt tell other's my feeling
since i'm in KL i think
i dont even have the time to adjust anything
or even something in my heart
i'm so blur
i'm so lonely even i got someone to talk to
the feelings gone
i dont have the strength and energy
i just want to lye down and have a good sleep
urghhh = =
its kinda hard to have the space for me to relax
i miss home seriously
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i dont like peoples bull shit on me
i dont like to hear those rubbish
its totally annoying and my mood goes bad
i'm very very tired and i dont hope to hear those harsh words
i deserve something more better
sometimes i rather to off my phone and take a nap
or maybe i just sit on the bench and go for my day-dreaming
when someone is tired , she dont even want to think
i just wanna shut myself DOWN !
baby down dOWN DOWN DOWN !
its kinda tired and i'm exhausting almost everyday
i guess i really have to find a nice room and i gonna furnish it
thats the best place for me to rest and relax
how good if my home is in KL ?
HAHAHA =D
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you know what ?
i'm lost honestly
i dont really know what i'm doing and what i want ?!
thats a big problem that i put aside for a very long time
i guess its time for me to solve it
[ the way you hold too tight its just make you more suffer
lose it and make you feel better ]
i learnt this from you , and i dont think you have the right to blame me
haaaaaa =D
i'm the evil and i'm happy with it
even they comment on me , i dont really care !
and i dont think i need to care what other's gonna say or whatever and stuff
its-annoying-and-frustrating ! ^^
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i'm random . i'm whatever . i'm melissa !
i've changed ! yea i changed !
i'm not that little girl with naive thinking anymore
you guys would never imagine i'm that whatever now
muahahaha ^^
i think its good for me to be whatever now cause i'm that playful
i want it now , doesnt means i want it for a long time
i can change my mind in one minute time and go for another good try
random is good , just follow how your mood go
just let the feeling flow
do whatever you like and being you all the time
thats the very best choice and its pretty good fo me =)
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guess what ?
your promises doesnt exist in my mind anymore
even you made alot of promises and you said you gonna hold it till the end
i dont trust anymore
i dont put hope on it
i'm lazy for your words , not only this . its everything
you dissapointed me , thats why i turn to become like this
i am tired !
extremely tired
i dont have the strength to control or try to mend
wo-zhen-de-hen-lei
or i'm hiding and dont dare to face ?
I-DONT-KNOW !
if you dont host this mess i'll just let it fade away
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you're the one who involve me in a mess
not-to-blame
w h a t e v e r
i'm fed up with it
duhhhhh = =
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I guess i've talk too much
everytime if i stay up till midnight i will definitely have lotsa thoughts
the best moment for me to blog everything out . hehh
gonna stop here
byee readers !
its four right now , gotta sleep ! =)
tonight gonna be a good night , have a good sleep peoples
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xoxo
melissa
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